They Made Me Do It.....

I <3 Apple

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 20:53:46 GMT

I got back from the Apple store with a brand new iPod!! Well let me give you some backround first. I dropped it, lmao, and it like stopped working and got scratced so I brought it to their Genius Bar with my extra coverage, I payed 60 bucks for, and they just gave me a new one. Like one question and like ok we'll give you a new 299 dollar product. I am buying a powerbook now, Apples are cleaner and faster then windows, so I am chaning over to Apple =0)

My daughter just told me she was a bisexual and that she hates me more then anything in her life....

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 23:26:26 GMT

Ok, everyone knows that Coyote Ugly is a hot movie, maybe one of the best "music" movies next to Flash Dance and Dirty Dancing. So I saw that they were re-releasing Coyote Ugly in an "Extended and Unrated Cut" So I had to go buy it! Let me tell you this version takes it from its PG-13 rating to a solid R, NC-17 border. The new scenes I noticed were an extended sex scene between Violet and Mr. O'Donnell, more Tyra, more dancing, more of Camie playing baseball, more of Camie shopping, and a very steamy "getting dressed sequence." I will break them down:

Extra Sex Scene between V and Mr. D: Ok this is not for the faint of heart, it was like soft core porn. They were both completely nude, but not showing the male genitals just his ass, a lot. A lot of V's boobs, like everywhere, they extended it like 6 minutes, it was gross, but gave the relationship more depth.

More Tyra: Who does not love Tyra in this we get 3 extra scenes of her doing her dance thing, with a dance solo to DMX's "Up in Here," HOTTTTTT!!

Camie and baseball: Was like soft-core porn. She undressed and did this strip tease thing, hot. It added more to the baseball game, like 10 minutes, with more dialogue from the other characters, it was very fun.

Camie and shopping: This is the shopping part of the movie. We get to see 3 more minutes of Camie playing dress up in awesome clothes, hot.

Changing Scene: Is then V is on the phone with her dad, she puts her bra on and it takes her 4 minutes to find her pants and slip them over her panties...oh no...hot!

I am sure there are other scenes I missed , but those were the ones that made the movie something a bit extra....very happy!!

I am going to watch Casino, the anniversary edition now, peace!

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 14:07:21 GMT

Ever since I purchased an iPod, I don't usually buy CDs, but this one was a must have. I was in Target and they had that CD you see on TV, "90's POP HITS," here is the track list:

Disc: 1
1. Gettin' Jiggy Wit It - Will Smith
2. Save Tonight
3. You Gotta Be - Des'ree
4. Lullaby - Shawn Mullins
5. Pride (In the Name of Love)
6. All I Want - Toad the Wet Sprocket
7. I Can See Clearly Now - Jimmy Cliff
8. If You Love Me - Brownstone
9. Everything Falls Apart - Dog's Eye View
10. Just Kickin' It - Xscape
11. Tell Me - Groove Theory
12. Power of Love/Love Power - Luther Vandross
13. Oh Girl - Paul Young

Disc: 2
1. Doo Wop (That Thing) - Lauryn Hill
2. I Know - Dionne Farris
3. Two Princes - Spin Doctors
4. Take You There - General Public
5. Here Comes the Hotstepper [Heartical Mix] - Ini Kamoze
6. Lump - Presidents of the United States of America
7. Gonna Make You Sweat (Everybody Dance Now) - C+C Music Factory
8. Shy Guy - Diana King
9. Moving on Up - M People
10. Step by Step - New Kids on the Block
11. Funkdafied - Da Brat
12. Love U More - Sunscreem
13. Molly (Sixteen Candles) - Sponge

Disc: 3
1. No, No, No, Pt. 2 - Destiny's Child
2. Steal My Sunshine - LEN
3. Déjà Vu (Uptown Baby) - Peter Gunz
4. 8O8 - Blaque
5. Jump - Kris Kross
6. Wishing on a Star - The Cover Girls
7. Candy - Mandy Moore
8. Rush - Big Audio Dynamite II
9. Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth With Money in My Hand - Primitive Radio Gods
10. Let the Beat Hit 'Em - Lisa Lisa
11. This Is for the Lover in You - Babyface
12. Live and Learn - Joe Public
13. I'm Gonna Get You [Original Flavour Mix] - Bizarre Inc.
14. Love of a Lifetime - Firehouse

That's right it is 3 discs and they are all performed by the original artist!! best part it only cost me $9.99!!!! So I uploaded them to my iPod, if anyone wants to borrow so they can do the same, let me know!! LOOK AT THE SONGS!!!! While listening to it, I felt like I was 13 again....good times, good times...

Random stuff...

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 16:04:28 GMT

I found this website that lets you put camera phone pictures online anywhere at anytime and everyone can see them!!

here is my website:

Check it all the time for new stuff!!

HOLY SHIT!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 03:15:27 GMT

OMG, Okay, let me collect myself. So today just happeneds to be the best day ever!! Here are a few examples. I get home and I get a call to work for the YMCA this summer, pumped, then my mom said to look at the paper. I open the East Boston Sun Transcript and she tells me to go to the "police blotter" section. And what do I see?!??!

Michelle Laforteza of :blah blah blah:: was arrested for a automobile violation.

LMAO!!! The bitch got arrested probably because she didn't have insurance on her junk box...lmao...

I find this highly amusing seeing as though in the course of a year she has now been deemed a slut, lost her job at Brooks for stealing and Shaws as a meat cutter, and now she has been arrested, lets see her hide this from her mother now...

Every time I am feeling down, I will look at the laminated police blog I have on my cork board....thank you Michelle, you made my day...

Karma is a mother fucker....

Nucking Futs, lol.

Tue, 31 May 2005 15:13:30 GMT

For what you did to me,
and what I'll do to you,
you get, what everyone else gets,
you get a lifetime!

Some thoughts and stuff...for you to chew on...

1.) Ladies, please don't wear adult diapers and stretch pants at the same time, we can see...

2.) A palm reader place above a foot doctor is not ironic, but a coincidence, please get a dictionary, or a better education.

3.) Hell's Kitchen on Fox, is the best show ever!

4.) My Chemical Romance has now become my second all-time favorite band, behind Linkin Park.

5.) I have to go "re-live" graduation next week, hence my brother's graduation is June 10.

6.) I have already read 5 books and have been out of school for 2 weeks...

7.) Star Wars Episode 3 is awesome, the game, not as much.

8.) I put 5o.00 bucks down to reserve my XBOX 360, very excited, I herd it come pre-loaded with Halo 2.5. The graphics from E3 look hot.

9.) I preordered Half Life 2 and Grand Theft Auto: SA for my XBox to pass time.

10.) I want buffalo chicken fingers...::drools::

11.) Old ladies know everything about everyone. I overheard a group of them talking and they have all the news. Just sit there and listen for 10 minutes...

12.) The Soup on E! is very underrated.

13.) I have a pair of shoes I purchased a year ago and have yet wore.

14.) iPods are a godsent.

15.) I am folding and getting a PSP, they are oh so, oh so pretty...=)

16.) Everyone is all of a sudden a Lesbian, like it is the in thing...Its almost as funny as the gay guys on Show Dogs Moms and Dads on A&E say that "Dogs are the new baby" lmao.

17.) I have 39 cents in my pocket, random.

18.) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Fantastic 4 are on my must see movie list.

19.) I herd Marvel is in pre-production for Nick Fury and Captain America, please don't mess them up.

20.) Kiss Concert got me sick, like strep throat sick...

21.) president Bush is still a moron (I did not capitalize for a reason)

22.) Bolton is the devil, period.

Ok, now I am ranting...I will be back with a REAL update soon.

The Dead should stay Dead

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 16:40:09 GMT

I am in the computer lab at the moment doing “research.” I am bored, I am done, but I have to clock in hours so my professor does not have a convulsion. I had an interview with the Director of APAC yesterday for my broadcast journalism final. It went smooth, but he was afraid to say a lot of names because of the current economic/ideological position of the country. So I got a bunch of cuts and him asking me to turn the tape off. It did not go as well as I had planned.

I got my seats to Kiss Concert 2005. I am semi-happy about the line-up (OK, I am kinda happy, I want to see Will Smith, Gwen Stefani, Good Charlotte and Jennifer Lopez), but my friends and I are going so it should be fun. Last year was O.K. and we made the best of it. We are sitting in Section 3, yet again, and we are meeting up with the people we hung out with at last year’s concert. Hopefully the line-up will grow.

I beat DOOM 3 for Xbox, it was INCREDIBLE! It was like playing a game that is way ahead of its time. The graphics, detail, game play, and story line were great. It was hard though, I must have died like 200 times, especially at the end, running around in circles, lol. My brother’s girlfriend was scared to watch me play because the game was on the 52 inch and it scared the shit out of her (and me!). There is a difference between scary/horrifying and cheep pop-outs. DOOM had cheap pop-outs, it was not scary, just cheesy, like “there he is in my face, coming from behind again, in the dark, where is my weapon or flashlight, oh wait that is my PDA!” Waiting for Unreal Championship 2 to come out next!

My brother will be gone in September; I am kinda “ify” on the deal. He will be back for Christmas but, he is a pain in the ass and a slob. I don’t think that will be missed much, but he will be missed (sometimes ;-X).

I plan on sleeping all this weekend, I deserve it!

My Aunt Rita decided to show a video at my Cousin Desiree’s “party/dinner” this weekend. Let me just say that me and Jennifer are the most annoying, loud, obnoxious, and spiteful children ever created, lol. Here I am running in circles hitting my Cousins, at 6, and her pole dancing to the Dirty Dancing soundtrack, LMAO! BURN THE TAPE! I told her for her Baby Shower there would be a cover charge and a 2 gift minimum to get into the door. No presents, only envelopes with money and checks. I will also be setting up a credit card machine.

Well, back to “researching,” more later!

Good Quote: History does not forgive the late.

LJ layout!

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 16:06:03 GMT

Thanks to _benevolence_ for the journal layout, they ROCK!

Took this from Laura's Journal

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 23:47:06 GMT

Weave the Berries into fabric and make a strawberry chef's hat. Be as creative as you want, but stop fucking with my chocolate. PS- People who dip sweetly tart strawberries into liquified chocolate, wait for it to cool, and then eat the whole thing ought to be placed in mental institutions.

From Geroge Carlin's book When Will Jesus Bring the Pork Chops?

LOL

ehhh....its me again....

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 15:29:05 GMT

Well. it has been a while. I have been so busy it has been so hectic. I am going to pursue my second Bachelor's degree before I attend Graduate school. This was a decision I came to because 1 isn't just enough, lol. So that means one more semester at UMass then off to Brown in RI! I hate it here in this state and city, I can not wait to get out....January!! The head of the American Civilization department at Brown is so awesome, she is the best person I have ever met, next to the current head of my department. I think my research and continuing studies will flourish there.

I am also TA'ing next semester, it is with a professor I have had class with 3 times and it will beef up my resume. Got offered a position in Washington this summer to intern with a senator (a random one, so I could get a Republican...), the only downside is that I have to pay for my own housing and everything, so I passed, also I am afraid to fly.... One of my professors died this week, he was 72 and had a heart attack, very sudden, sad. He was very intellectual, he will be missed, especially the time he didn't make it to class because he fell asleep, lol.

Classes this semester suck, but not my broadcast journalism class though, it is fun and interesting. We have to produce a show for radio as our final, fun!

My brother is in the Army, I know the Army, lmao. College was not for him so he wants to be a MP, good for him.

Jenn is prego! LMAO! I am so happy, there will be a baby running around this Thanksgiving and Christmas! I am glad because I want to buy baby clothes, but we don't know what it is yet...April 5th!! I know she and Peter will make great parents and I will be Uncle Joey, the spoiler!

So that is pretty much it for now, I should start posting regularly again, it is kind of therapeutic...

Off to do research, bye bitches!

1.390 days, 1 hour and 31 minutes.....

Quiz!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:05:33 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Joey
2. J-money
3. J-mizmiz

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Crackhd83
2. Shovelface2002<~~~LMAO
3. LadyHEAFTY(and some odd numbers)<~~remember that one Jenn?!!

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My afro, lol
2. My sense of humor
3. My reaction time, lol

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My afro
2. My weight
3. My lack of confidence

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. Italian
3. American :)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing someone I love.
2. Stupid people on high places of power
3. Hand in the blender, period....

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer/internet
2. Pepsi
3. pajama pants

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. AE shirt
2. AE jeans
3. My new balances

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. Ashlee Simpson
2. A Dozen Furies
3. Lil' Jon

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Sorry" Ashlee Simpson
2. "LAX" X-Zibit
3. "Sometimes you can't make it on your own" U2

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. To drive, lol
2. Spend less money
3. To swear less

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Support
2. Honesty
3. Humor

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE :
1. I got ill skillz at Halo 2
2. I dominate on Xbox Live
3. Chris can get more then on kill on multi all the time....

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. lips

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Buy something everywhere I am at!
2. Tolerate arrogance
3. Play war video games

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. DL'in music
2. College Democrats of America
3. Watching TV

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep
2. Get a milk shake
3. Go back to school

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Politician
2. Political Advisor
3. Journalism (real journalism, like a column)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. Vegas
3. Greece

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Sarah
2. Anthony
3. Phe-bo, lmao!!!!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. See everyone who has talked shit about me fail, it seems to be happening at this moment tho...
2. Publish a book
3. Make a difference

yeah!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 17:52:05 GMT

Got my tix to see Ashlee one March 18th!!!

New layout and shat like that!

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 23:53:36 GMT

I am on a mini vaca, so I will be posting more!

It may seem strange to start a story with and ending. But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time.

Hot Damn!

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 21:45:25 GMT

I threw away my phone
I thought that you should know
I'd throw away my home
If I had somewhere to go
Anything to stop
The circle in my brain
Anything is better than you
Making me feel lame

28 days to kick the habit
28 days to let you go
28 days and I'll be on my own

All my life I've been sorry for something
Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste
All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry
But why should I be sorry for all of your mistakes

Why should I be sorry

I've had enough of you
Please forget my name
I'm runnin around on empty
Still tryin to get away
Anything to kill
The consciousness of you
Anything to end myself
Before the thought of you

28 days to kick the habit
28 days to let you go
28 days and I'll be on my own

All my life I've been sorry for something
Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste
All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry
But why should I be sorry for all of your mistakes

Now you'll know what it feels like to bite your tongue
Now you'll know what it feels like to be the one
Who walks around with knots in your stomach
I've been there, and I've done it
And now you'll know what it feels like
To always be afraid
Of everything you wanted to say
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now

All my life I've been sorry for something
Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste
All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry
But why should I be sorry for all of your mistakes

All my life I've been sorry for something
Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste
All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry
But why should I be sorry for all of your mistakes</i>
Who's sorry now?

LA LA BITCHES!

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 16:02:16 GMT

Yes I was at Jingle Ball last night, a longer post will follow, but FYI: I GOT TO MEET ASHLEE SIMPSON, SHE HUGGED ME AND SHE SIGNED MY CD!!!!!

It's time to change things!

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 21:44:27 GMT

PLEASE VOTE TOMORROW AND IF YOU DO PLEASE VOTE JOHN KERRY, THE FUTURE WILL THANK YOU!

Democracy is a nasty bitch....

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 23:37:05 GMT

Sorry that I have not been able to update, I have been so busy, dealing with school, grad school shit, and now I am tutoring, so my schedule is pretty much always filled up. I just wanted to drop by and remind everyone that they need to register to vote and it is imperative that they vote for John Kerry on November 2, 2004. You saw how Bush got his ass kicked last Thursday, its time to send the signal that the American public is not stupid and will not pushed into voting for Bush because of forced fear. I am sick and tired of Bush's neoconservitive bullshit, he needs to stand up and admit he fucked up and it is time for an American regime change.

If you have not already purchased Fahrenheit 9/11 you can get it here.

We cannot let Bush and his Daddy's friends on the Supreme Court do what happened in the 2000 election, we the silent majority, must raise up and have a voice.

So do the right thing and vote November 2, because its people like Bush, who fuck up everything in the future....

Just beat X-men bitches, next up Mortal Komabt Deception.......YEAH!!!

AHHH SOOOKIE SOOKIE NOW!!!

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 02:57:56 GMT

RE2 in 9 days and I can not wait!!!

I have the soundtrack and it is blasting all day long, along with the RE theme from RE1!!

Check it out HERE

My favorite poem...

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:44:13 GMT

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

"Still I Rise"
Maya Angelou

And with that I start the Fall semester of my senior year...good times....good times.....

Thats Ashlee, shes so hot right now, lmao!!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 19:13:21 GMT

Whoa, nelly!!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 02:45:13 GMT

From the looks of things, (I did some journal snooping, have not done it in a while because I have been busy having a "life"), there seems to be some trouble in paradise....

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 02:23:53 GMT

*The \\\\*
Last Cigarette:	Never smoked
Last Alcoholic Drink:	Red Bull and Vodka
Last Car Ride:	This afternoon on the way home from work
Last Kiss:	.....lol
Last Good Cry:	Don't cry, unless some "save a child for 28 cents a day" thing comes on TV
Last Library Book:	The De-industrilization of America
Last book bought:	The Bourne Sup/My Life, Clinton
Last Book Read:	My Life, Clinton
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	The Villiage, and it sucked donkey dick, fuck you shamalyan!
Last Movie Rented:	Don't rent, buy, but last one was.......Half Baked, yeah 6 months ago!!
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	Fuck
Last Beverage Drank:	Red Bull
Last Food Consumed:	Cookie
Last Crush:	Ashlee Simpson
Last Phone Call:	Steph called me with the 411 for my 21st B-day bash, we got the hotel downtown and a bottle of Dom in the room waiting!!
Last TV Show Watched:	Big Brother 5, Scott went home, haha
Last Time Showered:	7:34 this evening
Last Shoes Worn:	my NB's
Last CD Played:	Maroon 5 1.22.03 "Acoustic"
Last Item Bought:	Futon
Last Download:	Terror Squad "Lean back" remix feat: Mase, Eminem, and Lil Jon
Last Annoyance:	My brother
Last Disappointment:	My brother
Last Soda Drank:	Pepsi bitches!!
Last Thing Written:	bitches!!
Last Key Used:	"TAB"
Last Words Spoken:	"Vegas is $739 each for Spring Break"
Last Sleep:	Last evening
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Vo-nilla
Last Chair Sat In:	My computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	www.flysong.com and www.staples.com
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Ha bitch

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 20:50:54 GMT

You can say what you want about me
Wanna do what you want to me
But you can not stop me

I've been knocked down
It's a crazy town
Even got a punch in the face in LA
Ain't nothing in the world that you keep
me from doing what I wanna do

'Cause I'm too proud, I'm too strong
Life by the code that you gotta move on
Feel excited for yourself
and got nobody no way

so I...
(Held my head high)
Knew I (Knew I survive)
Well I made it (I made it)
I don't hate it (Don't hate it)
That's just the way it goes
Yeah
I done made it through
Stand on my own two
I paid my dues, yeah
Tried to hold me down
You can't stop me now
I paid my dues

[Spoken:]
So straight back on
You cannot stop me
I paid my dues

Now I'm still trusted every day
people try to mess with Jmoney
gotta nothing in common
cause I handle mine
and I thought I better let you know

I'm no punk I can't get down
I don't give a damn about abuse around
that was just fine 'til now

So I...
(Held my head high)
Knew I (Knew I survive)
Well I made it (I made it)
Oahh (Don't hate it)
That's just the way it goes
Yeah
I done made it through
Stand on my own two
I paid my dues
Yeah yeah
Tried to hold me down
you can't stop me now
I paid my dues, yeah
yeah yeah yeah
Took so long to get me here (here)
But I won't live in fear (fear)
You try to steal my shine (shine)
But first they wanna build you up (up)
Then they tear you down (down)
It's a struggle, you try to bubble
so I...
(Held my head high)
Knew I (Knew I survive)
Oahh (I made it)
(Don't hate it)
Said that's - just - the - wayyyyy
(I done made it through)
(Stand on my own two)
I said I paid my, I paid my dues
Yeahhhhh
(Tried to hold me down)
But you can't stop me now (you can't stop me now)
(I paid my dues) I paid my, paid my dues
(I done made it through) oahhh
(Stand on my own two) oh
(I paid my dues) I paid my, I paid my dues
yeahh (Tried to hold me down)
But you can't stop me now (you can't stop me now)
(I paid my dues) I paid my dues

Quick Update

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 23:44:11 GMT

Hey everyone here is a quick update on what has been going on/what gossip I have herd etc., so lets get started!

Work sucks....

My parents gave me a TiVo for my birthday, awesome!!

DNC next week= me very busy.....

Summer class almost over!! =)

Applications for Grad school starting to be filled out!!

My birthday is very soon = hotel downtown with my best friends for a night of parties and bars!!! I love you guys! You are the best people I know and have ever came to have known, you are more then family to me, thank you for accepting me no matter what.... ;*)

I herd (Rumor Alert!! **Herd this from a third party, but I am sure it is pretty much true because Michelle could still be in her "Joey I don't need another father in my life because I am still upset my grandmother died so I decided to lie and take xanax while I mix other illegal drugs" mood) Michelle was fired from Brooks because she was stealing "perks," figures she would turn into a gear head, what a fucking loser.... Get this, I did not get to post this but she legit called me to invite me to her loser 21st birthday her mom was throwing for her. Why can't some people get the fucking clue that I don't want to have anything to ever do with them again, they need to be like hit in the face with a sign that says "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GO BACK INTO THE HOLE YOU CLIMBED OUT OF." I have moved on with my life, all the people of my past are in the past, you all know who you are, the fakes, the immature, the children, see you at the reunion when your still flunking out of community college with 6 kids.

Good times downtown, this whole downtown on Friday nights thing kicks ass!!

The night is calling me, so I leave you with a song....

I found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
The fallout that feels like such a mess

Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new

So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vow while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin

Ohhhh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new

You know how to give but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Is never good enough, never good enough

Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
Is nothing new

Save your breath cause here comes the truth

I'm over the drama of you

And that's something new

This explains 9/10 of the people I know.....

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 15:27:50 GMT

Hey you, living for tomorrow
You sell your dreams for a bucket of change
Hey you, smokin' up your sorrow,
Just pointing fingers at someone to blame
Hey you, you turn your back on your children
It's left to "are they burning yet"
This life's like livin in the gutter
All this pain just makes you feel dead

You're just givin it all, givin it all away
You're just givin it all, giving it all away, hey, hey yayayay

Slow down
Just look a little closer
You might find thats its not the end
You wonder how, your life can get better
When you're alone you just set yourself down

You're just givin it all, givin it all away
You're just givin it all, giving it all away,
You're just givin it all, givin it all away
You're just givin it all, giving it all away,
You're just givin it all, giving it all away, hey, hey yayayay

Try and find your better half now
Open your eyes, and find yourself

Hey girl, screamin for attention
Once you get it, you throw it away
And broken, I'm pickin up the pieces
I won't live in all your mistakes

I'm just givin it all, givin it all away
I'm just givin it all, giving it all away,
I'm just givin it all, giving it all away,
I'm just givin it all, giving it all away, hey, hey yayayay